Hello Gods and Goddess, I thought that you might want to know what was going on with me. Well not much!! It would seem by looking at this picture that I would be one happy woman, well the only thing that I can say about that is that looks can be deceiving!! Here it looks like I'm getting a smooch! NOT!! What does a girl have to do?? They either move too fast or too slow. Oh well beggers can't be choosers!!




I thought that I would take you into the fun world of BBQ here in Provo. Here we are in these pictures with all of the crew from work! What fun that day was. It was a perfect day right after the snow and right before the rain!


Here "B", Drew, and Jameia are standing around watching while Ev and I are cooking food and lowering the grill so that it will cook faster so that they can eat!! What a hungry crowd won't do if they don't get food and I mean in a hurry. I had a line back to the street of hungry people. And they took a no prisoners attitude they wanted their food and they wanted it NOW!! Yet in still it was fun.









Here is some of the gang just eating their chicken. I got a great recipe from one of the guys that I work with. It was apparently his mom's recipe that he decided to share and everyone there was extemely grateful.












I must say that a good portion of these people I don't know they just kept coming but you know what they say the more the merrier!

And these people have a hard time being away from the food table. I think that we may have some people with some dependency issues!!

Well this has been a couple of fun filled days in the sun for me. I hope that wherever you may be that you are spending your days with people who make you happy. Poeple who bring joy to your life and who help you along the way. I know that I have found those poeple who make a difference for me. Always surrond yourself with people who you want to be better because they are your friends. That's what I do!! And you all know who you are!!

Much love gods and goddess

Hit it and quit it

Ok girls and guys I need some comments on this subject. And I'm hoping that some of you will have insights that I have not thought of. So here goes nothing. Tell me why it is that a man or woman can have this physical relationship with someone of the opposite or same sex for that matter and it not mean nothing to one of the people and everything to the other??? Is it really that people cannot go without intimate physical contact with one another or they are going to cease to exist. And why in the middle of all of this do they forget to include the other party in the fact that it means nothing to them. That they are doing it of the sheer fact that they have been lacking in the intimacy department.
I had a guy try and explain it to me by saying that it was an opportunity and it was there so he could understand why it was taken. Why shouldn't he take advantage of the fact that it was being offered. So then I come to say is everything that is offered to you good. And how do you deal with the consequences of the aftermath. NO they don't want to hear that, they just want to get in and get out. And then I say to the people who are left to pick up the pieces, what do you do then? Do you say to yourself, " I know that it didn't mean anything so I should just forget that it happened and roll with it??" Or do you get so mad that you start plotting revenge!! I can totally see how some people wind up getting very hurt in situations like this. I mean physically as well as mentally!! Just kidding!! I'm not out here to hurt anyone but I would seriously think about it!!
So I need some advice all of you wise people, help me to find the answers that I am searching for. And hopefully I won't be the only one that you help!! And maybe this will be the forum for you to get some of this stuff off your chest, for or against!!
Much love gods and goddesses

Birthdays

Birthdays are great!! I think that we should get the opportunity to celebrate them all of the time. I just found out from my friends that I am suppose to post my birthday wish list on my blog. How do you decide?? I can never decide what I want for my birthday. Not only that but I feel silly asking for things. Anybody that knows me knows that I am a giver. I find it hard to ask even for things that belong to me. Not only that but half odd the time I get so anxious for things that I want that I go and buy them before other people can get them for me. So what do I really want?? Well I could wish for world peace but we all know that that is getting me no where. So here it goes:
A book on New Orleans, I love the pictures of the city
Anything for the kitchen, surprise surprise!!
Games, because I love them!
Movies that make you think and laugh, I'm not particular.
I hope that helps all of you. I don't want for much but there are few choices.
Much love Gods and Goddesses

The Bee

Hey gods and goddess,
What's up in the world? It is beautiful here and life is good for the most part. I got an opportunity to see Akeelah and the Bee and it was worth seeing. As I watched the movie I was faced with the realization that life is what you make of it. We are so busy being scared that we forget to live. We are all here with a divine purpose and God has given us the opportunity to do what we will with it. It's hard to step out of the box and think, you know if I do this there will be failure in my future. We come here to this earth knowing that we possess these enormous gifts, but half of the time we spend avoiding our potential. Why is that?? Because we have been preconditioned, that to believe in yourself is to be considered vain. Why can't we love and accept people for who they are and what they have to offer? Why is it our normal tendency to try and make people feel inferior? Is it because we are so afraid that others may find out what makes us tick?? May be intrigued by who we are?? Are we terrified that people may not like us once they find out the real us?? And how do we rise above that?? I told blue shorts that I would put him in my blog for some of the things that I learned about him but now the reason seems a little silly. So I think that I will say this. If you get the opportunity to see this film, do it! Go with someone with an open mind and a fun spirit. And if you find yourself a little tearly eyed, as I did, go with it. Who's going to know? Finally, I wish to say value what has been placed in front of you and if you do that then you will never have to look back at the things that you think that you may have left behind. Because in the end we have all left them behind for a reason.
Much love Gods and Goddess